HONESTLY.... the real me...
I am usually a very nice person who is easy to get along with. I like being in solitary. A dark room and loud music can be two of my very best friends sometime. Before you say it... I'm not a depressed little emo kid. Sometimes you just need time to clear out your head. Think of it as a reboot.
My dearest friends are a very small group, but there's almost nothing I wouldn't do for them and they know I love them.
My husband is the most wonderful thing that has ever happened in my life and it's completely natural to want to kill each other sometimes. It's what makes us a strong couple. I pity the fool who dares to cross him. Have you ever had a pissed off scorpio on your tail? We can be quite mean at times.
I work in technology, though I am not a geek. It's a way to pay the bills. Maybe it's been the jobs I've had, but my heart just isn't in it. Then again maybe it's because it doesn't let me use the part of my brain I love the most, the creative side.
I love to write. I'm an aspiring author. I believe my work is good. People have told me it's really good. I want to sing. I have a passion for music that just won't seem to go away no matter how much I try to make it. My Zen is digital photography and graphics. I guess it boils down to creating beauty and living in a world that's all your own.
I tried being the girl that didn't give a shit what people thought of her and the truth is it didn't work. As an adult I've come to realize that I do care if people don't like me. Especially if they haven't taken the time to know me. If you can give me a good reason why you don't like me I'll except it and we can go our separate ways. But if you don't like me because of the way I look, or what I believe... then there is something wrong with you, not me.
The bottom line is I AM WHAT I AM, LOVE IT OR LEAVE IT.
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